Free writing
Today, I saw a girl and that I like, she even noticed that, because I keep trying to make eye contact with her, and she even try to give a sign of been interested too.
But I just don’t know what to say, to start the conversation, I keep wondering if we start talking what are we going to keep talking about.
Later during the day, I saw my ex, for the first time I felt unhappy about seeing her I just don’t give a shit anymore she is started to get me angry because every time we meet either she try to say or do something disrespectful or she show me she doesn’t want to be around me.
However, I don’t fully understand who I am angry at or why.
Am I angry at myself for not saying anything to that girl I like, or I am angry at my ex for giving me a hard time.
Almost everyday I met with her, at the end of the day I feel sad.
Big Things Today
A big thing that happened today, was my lecturer give us a speech, Titled Time is more important than intelligence
By listening to this speech I realize, no matter how smart I am or at-least how smart or intelligent I think I am. If I don’t take time to work on something productive that whole intelligence is useless and can even be against me.