Free Writing
Today, I came out after magrib, all insecure. Walking slowly as Chase Hughes says in Success Factors (Chase Hughes). Without any distraction (Listening to music with earpods or typing on my phone).
I couldn’t concentrate I managed to do walk slowly, but it felt uncomfortable but I did it.
There is guy, we knew each other I was walking slowly with lights all over me I couldn’t recognize people that are in the dark, but I can see that the person is looking at me I get all uncomfortable my face looks angry trying to cope with the situation the moment I came close to him he looked away, maybe because I gave him the impression of not wanting to talk to him.
I went in a shop to buy a perfume, I ask for Beautiful Touch perfume the sales guy says he doesn’t have it so I asked for an alternative.
I previously bought Beautiful tauch 2000 Naira about 6 months ago, what he give me as an alternative was 1700 naira worth and not as good as what I was looking for so I said ==Could he give me a slightly more expressive one
I feel like my body or mind is defaulting to impress mode I am trying to impress people maybe I think that is what is going to make them like me or what.
What Happened Today
Highlights
I walk slowly, like Chase Hughes says.
I notice I give people the impression that I want to talk to them, unconsciously while coping trying to cope with uncomfortable situations.
Log
Refactored my obsidian vault
Went for a walk and bought a perfume
Reflection
Favorite moment of the day They wasn’t any fav moments today.
Something I’m proud of today I am proud that I try walking slowly today even though it wasn’t comfortable.
Looking forward to tomorrow Continuing the refactor of my Vault and learn NCI with chase Hughes.